Happy Eid Mubarak

Happy Eid Mubarak to all muslims around the world.I hope everybody is enjoying the festive.I will celebrate Eid Mubarak with my family as usual.Since everybody is getting older, now that we do not going anywhere during our first day celebration. We  just stay at home and waiting for our families and neighbours to come and visit us.

I plan to do open house and yet i have'nt contact any caterers yet.Insyallah, i hope it will happen soon.

Time pass by

Now is June...So much things happened to me..

I have been so stress with my workload..and am still dealing with it everyday...sometimes i feel so frustrated with myself...i keep on blaming myself that if i work so hard with my online business...atleast am earning something...problem with internet connection did affect my business....as it works online...


With so much debts on hand, i plan my retirement could only be done after 10 to 15 years working with government. Now am studying forex trading...i have to overcome my fear anyway...and i find it quite simple compare to internet marketing....but i still learning anyway...am not confident open a live account...just a demo account to practice..


I receive huge respond from my dinadigitalstore.com...am so glad about that....but due to my workload, am not active online

Alhamdulilah, my deal with HSBC regarding Lexus is settle now...so my name is no longer black listed by HSBC...

Am hoping that i will be success both in my forex trade and internet marketing...so i will earn some income and able to payoff all my loan as soon as possible...


Have to go now...got huge workload to do

Here i'm 2013

It has been a long time, that i did not update my blog. I think...i think..so much happened to me for few weeks.

Am not satisfied with my neighbours...something wrong happened to my loan and S has been disappeared for months now.

I do not know what happened to S, where he have gone, why he leave me and a lot. I tried to call S many times. But he blocked my number. I worried so much, because S need to renew Lexus insurance and road tax..HSBC have been chasing me for Lexus. But i do not have any idea where is Lexus. How i hate S so much that i wish that he would die soon. S leave me with unsettling issue between my loan and Lexus. I feel that i want to lodge police reports towards S, that he have scam me.

My sister is so mad that S has cheated her loan. He took 8k from my sister loan and he need to give another 20K..but he already disappear. I do not mind if am not marrying S, because i know that he never love me.

I am still searching S.Because i need to take Lexus from him. How i wish that i did not meet S last year. How i wish he died soon. Amin

Happy New Year

Now is December..i have no idea for my 2013 resolution. I still remember the day i shared my new year resolution with my ex....I don't know, but i plan not to go overseas by next year because am concentrating on closing my loan and improving my online business.I hope i will generate more income by next year.

Am still hoping for S to help me out with my huge debts. S agree to marry me, but he wants me to sponsor for our honeymoon ticket. i reluctant to do that, as it will contradict with my plan to settle my loan. Unless if i already make steady online income, it will be okay for us to go, or else it is better for us to have our honeymoon in nearby location such as MIRI.

Luckily, our Senior officer already approve my holiday...I can't wait to spend my holiday with my family...while am still single..

I really, really want my online business to go further...at least i make 4 digits per month....i don't want to rely on my job, as i want Financial Freedom.

As of my personal life, since am turning 31, i don't mind if i getting marry soon...i think it is good for me & s to live together and have a clear picture on our life...I know we have similar interest on business and financial target...The difference is S  concentrating on Conventional business but i only focus on online business. S wants to collaborate with me with an online business that he join...am not sure how it works..but will see how it will benefits us...

Am just hoping 2013 will bring joy to our life...Happy Advance New Year to Everyone..