Can't Wait

Am so nervous going to Singapore..

The main reason is because i bring only few bucks to Singapore...Thanks to Fyna for letting me stay at her house at Tanglin view...well i can't figured out where is Novotel hotel.....I hope i can learn a lot during my course and implement it as soon as i arrive Brunei..

Truly, am sooo.... nervous..little $$$$$...no idea where is the place???? and am going alone....i have'nt pack my things...have'nt withdraw my little $$$aving$$$

I can't rely on S.....S always delay the payment which makes me got headache as i still and still.......receive telephone warning and letter warning from Bank.....when i called S to inform about the payment...he told me he knows it......but he waited for me to call him...i know he is not satisfied with me...as i refuse to jogg with him...dinner with him and having lunch with him.....i made a lot of excuses...because i still felt trauma of Harry...hell with him...i wish he died....Amin...after enjoying my 100K he can slept with other woman..Truly i wish u died soon Harry...

I met S...and he got headache as he have to pay a lot of people car...my car, our lexus (car Between me & S) his uncle GTI, a lady Lancer and i dunno....


If i become his wife one day...i will ask him to let the car go...i will pay my bmw, our lexus will be pay by S...the expensive Mercedes i will advise him to let it go...it is such a waste spend money on car...it is better we concentrate on other stuff rather than spending more on continental cars...i know S is filthy rich...but truly it is still a waste...

At last Part 4

On Friday...end of november..am still waiting for K to called me up...but there was no call...tried to call him but nobody answer...so i decided to call S...

I called S...he was glad and happy that i contact him...because he was searching for my number after we met...and could'nt find it......so we had a brief talk...

On saturday he called me again....and told me that we must met...So we meet up on Sunday morning...he seems impatient that he called me around 6am to meet me...but am still sleeping...

At 9am, S went to my house......we met and discussed..my mom join our conservation and S introduce himself and we found out that we are relative...after a while...he left..

Later on 11 am S called me to took my car today and he was on his way to my house...i was shock...i tried to clear things in my car...S arrived with his brother and friend...he went to my house driving BMW 3 series and Mercedes SLK.....We had brief talk and he bring my car..

Regarding insurance and road tax, we agreed to meet up again

Since then, i never meet my bmw... it hurts that my friends and bosses told that they saw my bmw everywhere...some say the driver was woman...sometimes it was man driving my bmw

Until today am still missing my car........I still contact with S as we have unfinish business going on between us...sometimes i wish S will drive my bmw if we meet...but he always drove other car...Sometimes GTI,BMW 3 series,Porsche Cayenne really hope that i can meet my car again...

At Last...Part 3

I told my boss that i need to go out for a while...i already clean my car, so it will be ready to be taken by HK's people...Ondaway to the Baiduri bank...i weep my tears as i thought that it is my last days with my BMW...
HK's call me twice and informed me to met his people who bring walkie talkie..after waiting for awhile...i met this man who talk with walkie talkie...he seems searching someone...so i wave to him...we have a brief talk and he ask me to give a copy of bluecard and he will check with the bank...this man introduce himself as S,he is quite famous....imagine that everybody have to press the number to wait for que...but for my process, he can go to any counter...and almost everybody greet him...

He is tough, like a body builder, look serious and scary...but when he talked to me... he talked nicely and softly....i can't really hear his voice, because his voice is so soft.....after we exchange number he told me that he needs to leave and will not take my car for the time being....i leave, feeling so relieve....

At Last...Part 2

Forget about harry....am so stressful...quite panic and unable to hide from my family that am broke and almost bankrupt...i felt guilty....i know i have been stupid all this time....falling in love with a man who never appreciate me....

It is a new Hijrah year 1433...so we got one day public holiday....I did inform my siblings that i want to meet this rich man named HK...i heard he is a very rich man and very helpful...after thinking for almost a month....i decided to meet him as....my youngest brother willing to accompany me to meet him....

After attending my friend sister wedding, my brother and i went to HK house...am quite scared and i felt that my knees are so weak to stand...i have to meet the security guard and he questioned me a lot of things....HK's bodyguard went out and all this gangster look man come to me and questioned a lot of things to me...

At last, HK's agreed to meet and asked we to wait for a while...few moments he called us to enter his office...am quite nervous to meet this young millionaire...i thought that he is dark and ugly...but he is very handsome...he look serious....and asked what i want...i tried to negotiate with him....

He asked me to drive my car to his garage, i can't say anything luckily my car is bmw....maybe he is interested since it is a continenetal car....His garage...wow!!! i can't tell you...it is full of luxury car...Nissan fairlady, Ferrari,Bmw,Mercedes and many more and all of them are luxury car..

Then we discuss again, he asked to meet his people at Baiduri bank, so he will decide whether he will cash my car or not....

At Last....Part 1

At Last i release my beloved BMW after facing a lot of difficulties....am quite sad that at last my BMW is no longer belong to me....

After being warned many times by bank...i tried to make some payment with Baiduri bank..According to the Call centre" He said that if i want my life save...i should make payment of $810.00 before 16th. So i have to runaway to Kay Bee to borrow money from my eldest sister...After office hour, i went to Kay Bee to collect some money from her....So am able to pay the amount required berfore 16th.

To my surprise, after a few days i received call from towing company...He need to see me that day in my office...He want me to sign agreement, that if i still failed to pay my car...they will take my car...My sister informed me that this people are quite scary...big body...and look fierce...

I runaway from office...i pick up some documents and office work.....and leave office to go back to Kay bee...To my boss i lied to her saying that i have some medication that i need to take....actually yes, am on medication due to my breathing problem...but i still have enough stock of medicine..

Soon after i arrived Kay Bee...i went straight to Baiduri bank to make some query on  my car....Luckily the person who attend me is my cousin...I told her that i already made payment before 16th....she tried to detect it....the system is not updated.....bad news... a letter to repossess my car is already release on 17th....Baiduri bank? the best bank in 10 years have not updated the system??? huh....

She told me that if i still failed to pay, a letter from High Court will be issue..and i will be blacklisted by bank......i tried to discuss with my sister and she told me that it is probably a notice of bankruptcy...i dunno what to think...am broke because of a man named Harry and he runaway, every time i called him, it is a woman pretending that she is the new owner of the line....i dun care if she is Harry new girlfriend or wife.....but i want harry to be gentleman and not be coward all the time....
I know he lied to me by saying am HIS LOVE OF LIFE & SHOW THE BEST OF LOVE....hahahaha this is the best of love that u can show to me Harry.....??????